I'm 31 years old and beginning to think I'll never see ND win a championship. I know they won when I was 2 but to me that doesn't count since I didn't see/experience it. Ever since I was 5 I had a passion for watching ND football with my dad. I poured my heart and soul into every Saturday and anytime there was a big game it usually ended with me crying. The older I get the the tears have turned into cursing rants where my wife gets upset with me. It has gotten to a point where I'm depressed watching ND football. I have a 6 month old son and want him to have memories like I had with my dad. The only problem is I hope he doesn't become an ND fan. If he does it will only be a lifetime of disappointment. I'm tired of ND claiming to have higher standards blah blah blah. I'm tired of pouring my heart and soul into ND football. I don't have it in me to become a fan of another school but I can't continue watching the pathetic administration, pathetic coaching and downright pathetic emotion the players play with. The stress this causes me affects my health and the relationships of those close to me. I will always love ND but it's time for a change. Time to enjoy life with family and no longer make Saturdays in fall about ND football. I respect all of the hardcore ND fans on this board. I have enjoyed reading posts on this board to keep me entertained at work. Until ND makes changes with their administration and coaching which will probably never happen I have to step away from following them. I have nothing but the best wishes for all of you that continue to hope, pray and expect ND to become the ND I grew up hearing stories about.